was msging someone...and found out that both her parents are engineers...which is like soooooooo impressive as in i always tot and assumed that our parents' generations are not so well educated and do not have sooo high qualifications...dats y i was quite stunned wen i heard it...i always wonder wat it wld b like if i grew up in a different environment...one of them being from a eng speaking family instead of a chinese speaking one...with parents having higher education and stuff...mayb i wld b brighter...my parents really tot me wat they cld...but wat they gave me cld only get as far as a 263 score for psle...once i entered Raffles Institution and on..they cldnt help me anymore....but wat faeces how can i say such stuff im dam pissed w myself....im sorry...sorry to my parents....how cld i ever tink tis way...im really thankful to god for giving me such great parents...even if i cld choose another dad or mum...i wld nv ever do so...i love my parents more than anyting!!!!and i noe they love me too...thanks i shld b blaming myself instead im such an ungrateful little &*^% hai played thruoout sec sch...screwed up prelims and then Os...lucky i got in HC thru bwling...once agen cldnt have done it w/o my wonderful parents...and then bloody screwed up my Blocks and Promos...screwed up my life...lived like a penis.....got retained...and i haven woke up!!!2nd blocks...screwd up once agen....OOO....speaks for itself...i suck i nv even try to do my best with tuition and stuff.....juz look at the no. of 'screwed up's i use...doesnt it show how screwed up i am....
if oni...i was...a superhero....*dreams....haha
boo... its like sunday 130am already...relatives are still here...had quite a fun time making them laff w my karaok antics haha im a GREAT singer!!!Muahaha its a lovely day may everyone have a great sunday and god bless yall w happiness and gd health!!!i...miss....YOU!!!