am i sucha pathetic loser dat ppl hate me and i dun noe it i guess i am...two ppl i care abt juz told me 'in the face' tdy to ask me to 'get out of their life' not exact wrods of cos...mayb im juz reading too much in between the lines but mayb im rite...ashamed to like me...did i ask u to like me?anyone out there tinks tis isnt insulting at all?or mayb u ppl all tink the same way ashamed to b my frens or u all wld b happier and better off w/o me in my life...mayb....
had to c mr pang today...im still broke...and one never ending source of problems and sadness for the past few weeks today became even more vigrant in supplying pain to me...i guess overall its a gd day?i din die or break any bone..im still haven starved...yea rite...im home at 3pm dats wat a pathetic day im having...plus i found out my maid has been asked by my mum to take down the times i go out and come hm...im seriously dead..i guess i wld b and all u ppl wld b better off if im dead