i tink some ppl out there are right...im a jerk...as in ive tot real hard...how many ppl have i hurt how many times have i caused someone to cry...honestly all u ppl out there...pls stay away from me...im nthn but trouble dats wat i truly feel...hu actually noes me?understand me?cos i understand myself no more den i understand chem or maths or econs...which means an F or at most an O if i were to gib myself a test on myself...i truly suck...i wear so many different masks every other time i duno which is the real me...one group of frens may tink im tis and dat whereas others like my family mite tink im dat and tis...so wat am i?hu am i?its heartbreaking to tell someone u love not to fall for u any deeper but dats the least u can do to not hurt anymore ppl...ive nv gone into a relationship with the idea to play...but the girls never fail to get hurt...dats y i say im not a playboy cos i dun play...even so...it does not change the fact dat i actually hurt ppl i love and often almost heartlessly,ruthlessly...but i can swear dat i nv had any intention of causing pain i always try to minimise the grief but it nv turns out as i expected...and for all my frens...its no diff from u all...i have failed in my duty as a fren...i cant say ive always been there for you all...and ive tried my best...but how many actually feel better cos of me?ZILCH i suppose...im nthn but a bad omen to all u ppl...ive so many bad habits...i do so many bad tings...i have so many bad traits...im sorry