I'm starting to realise I have no control over my thoughts.
Rampant images just flood my mind as and when they wish and things of which I seriously have no more recollection of still somehow manage to
'pop by' my brain for a visit. What is so upsetting about this new phenomen that's occuring in me is that obviously some of these things are those which I don't want to remember that's why I cast these memories aside in the first place. They are all coming back to haunt me. Still there are happy thoughts that keep me vigrant.
I love you. However, I must learnt to control the mind of my mind for I do not want to continue being distracted all day long and end up in poly or army next year. Screw it.
I'm sick.....
why?there's one obvious reason but im not getting any better because i slept like 4 hours in 2 days...haha but those lost slp was time put to gd use!haha well ya i hope u really mean wat u say!and trust me....har
bah tis is rather lame cos alot of these side comments to are to someone hu doesnt even come here...
anw this is a re-endition of one of the poems I wrote...thanks Stephanie for sending me...its just one verse tho...and i cnt remember which poem was it...sorry stephy..
what was it we had back then
were they all lies and not a truth
was my heart merely a tart for rent
or was i truly loved by you?