somehow i feel oblidged to blog...anw i was reading others' blog..i fl so sucky...alot of ppl have very nice blogs...like..woah...words to them are like vulgars words to me...comes out so smoothly and easily...LOL bleah..i tink the conten of my blog's quite pathetic
anw im feeling wierd now...(PARTLY COS THE BLOODY ALCHOHOL IS NOT OUT OF MY SYSTEM YET) but ya..its like happiness w a tinge of sadness i mentioned tis b4 have i?i tell u tis feeling sucks...ur so close yet so far....i'm smiling on the outside but is dat true for the inside?i noe wat is lacking...and wat can make me truly happy..but at times this happiness seem so out of my reach...like i can nv get it no matter how hard i try..juz as im about to cling on to its sleeve...it slips away agen...am i driving my happiness away...y then?wat can i do wat shld i do?i love u..i cnt stop...