Its amazing really..how easily one person can become sad so easily...its easier to be down and out than up and jumping...raise up your hands if u all have felt tis way before?just any past memory might just wander into your front brain and dang the floodgates open up and all the fcking shit that you tried so hard not to think abt tried so hard to forget...all comes back to you. no matter how hard u try to imagine its not there how hard u try to push the ghosts that haunt you in your mind away..you can only succeed so much by making them lie low for awhile only...sigh it will never go away..u can never forget you can never forgive you can never be truly happy...never...ever.....