tmr's the day?wen my fate gets decided...whether i become a stripper at changi or i become a rich client of strippers at changi...ok makes no sense
been avoiding reality since yesterday.im not gng to get promoted.Mr So and Ms Kwee have said as much even tho they din spell it out....hard to believe my fate haha hard to believe i accepted it so well...i duno how ill react wen i finally get back the actual marks tmr...hope i
wun cry.
i just dun wan to tok abt it anymore even tho i really need to...i cnt tell my parents...my mum's bday was yest how cld i spoil the occasion.i dun wanna trouble my frens w my trouble.and i dun wanna make my
loved ones worry...hope i dun burst with all the stress and pressure building inside me.
just pray and pray hard...not for a miracle...but
for my parents to comfort me instead of lecturing me when they hear the news...i just cant bear to tell them their son is gona b a sch drop out....
for my clsmates to all do well for their exams and carry on the spirit of 04s60 next yr TGT!
for the people i wan by my side 2 be..i hope
you can read my tots and tell my needs and just drive away my fears and insecurities and bleakness.
-happiness is in your own hands-