ok got really alot to blog abt. first of all thankew to
woon.hope can still play soccer next yr at tchs ssc.
zenots is zhiping gay rite.thnx liverpool forever.
capriati is ivanlim no?thnx.thankew so much
yihan.i felt gd to c ur name cos u say u dun tag wan.:)
superwoman stupid esther stop dreaming and wake up.
michelle thanks.hope so too.wait and see liaos.
rach.thanks so much for always being there.
elvina.*megawatt smile*
last nite really really cldnt slp...kept tossing and turning.*scared.and wen i finally dozed off abt b4 4am...woke up abt 5 cos of a dream i had.i dreamt that i went to meet Ang Wee Hiong and my dad realised they were like long lost friends or smting.then they went to go some restaurant to eat...and i got promoted.
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had a nitemare tis time.cant rem it liao it was super horrible.and Mr Ang made me kneel down on the floor and beg him or smting.and den he laffed and said,"dream on!"
-cries-
and i woke up to a unhappy start.ying was supposed to come my hse at 830 to pei me and kp my calm and go to sch tgt but at 830 she just woke up.and she came to school at 920 she could have missed me la i was supposed to b toking to Mr Ang liao but he was bz.if i din get to c her b4 i went in it wld have been so tragic and i wld hv lost all hope liao.but not her fault.
anw wanna thank so many ppl.
Tesssa for the first msg i rcved tis morning.
Jiayan for the second msg i rcved tis morning.
Ying for the 3rd msg i rcved tis morning.
Audrey for the 4th msg i rcved tis morning.
Timmo for the 5th msg i rcved tis morning.
thnx for the wellwishes.
went to sch...decided to go clsbenches first cos i knew my cls was there.and was expecting ying and yihan too.very touched to c like 5 to 10 of my clsmates there.gng early to school to help me da qi and gib me the confidence i need and just motivate me.i laff u all.yihan called just as i was about to go in to tok to Ang.she just missed me.sads.and like almost everybody came down from my cls after i went in la tho i cldnt hear them cheering me on watsoever i was so touched and like yea...its really moving.my cls obvioously loves me for some unknown reason but thnx so much i love u all super to bits!
the meeting went like
SHIT with a capital S.Mr Ang was out to get me out of the school from the start.
dint even gib me a chance to tok i dun wan to say further la...but dam disappointed w my tchrs.the comments were too harsh.and a little upset w melvyn lim now.as in tis afternoon.sigh
so after toking to Mr Ang for like 2 hours with my parents,there was still no verdict.clearly Mr Ang din wan me in the school.but some unknown forces which my parents obviously keep hidden from me changed his stubborn old senile mind and he decided to let me appeal for promotion.i tell u Mr Ang is dam stupid la.he keep harping on the fact that in 30 years of HC history nobody ever retained twice.i really wan to study in HCJC for 4 years la.hello old man im appealing for promotion u fool.he din even took a glance at the appeal letter i presented to him la knn.ok so ya.apparently now he will ask the promotional committee to view my case once more.and i have to submit a study plan which has to convince dem that i can cope with my J2.hard work.odds are against me la. Mr Pang put it so easily. before u met Mr Ang, ur chances were 5%.now better...10% really better la.
but.
i must fight.so many times in the meeting i wanted to just overturn the table and give up and stop keeping my cool and ask my parents to go hm w me and dun waste their breath.but i cld not do it.looking at my parents fighting so hard for me.i have to give them a chance to convince that they did not fail in me if i wouldnt give myself a chance.and if i just threw away the chance,no matter how tiny or minute or invisible, how cld i face the people hu waited outside for me for so long just for this gd news that they wld c me again everyday in sch next yr?i love my praents.and i love my frens.04s60,yihan,timmo and
Ying.
after dat i went to find my subject tchrs...that's where Mr Lim upset me.Ms Kwee was encouraging.Mrs Chua...dun wanna say.respect her opinion.yea...respect.
after dat gayed arn with yihan at clsbench while ying studied chinese (rolls eyes) timmo went to see ang haha and after dat i saboed him to see his CT. muahaha den after all came to my hse. oya forgot to mention lunch.peiwen im sorry agen but i really din mean it to seem as tho im blaming u.i tink u understand rite?sorry agen.dun b upset anymore its really not bothering me very much.jiayan, thanks for calling me an idiot.glenda, thanks for saying i suck.
ok so they came my house gayed arn even more timmo treated us kfc.yea rite hes a gay and so ungentlemanly. "i have no qualms abt collecting money from gals(ying and yihan)." wth la timmo's own words. den i thrashed timmo pool 3-0.
U SUCK!waahahahaa...and u shld see yihan wen she is on my massage chair.LOL
late afternoon kim leng and junhong came to help me with my appeal tingy.they totally rock.Kimleng and junhong, i love yall.and then afterwards like evening the rest came.all helped me.so thnakful like really.totally.i was slacking all the way and i felt so bad but i cldnt and dint noe wat and how to do la.grr...my cls is just too kind to me and too nice to me.i dun deserve it.kimleng did the most la.and aiyah everybody thanks so much.i will give yall a big treat sooN!i tink.hahaha duno sigh u all noe my probable situation for the hols rite.and my bowling tingy.saddening.like clearly i have nthn to live for at the moment.haha
hope ying is enjoying herself at her cls chalet.
thanks to my bowling team too.for the concern.luvyall!train hard tis sat.
if i dun get to stay in hc.its nice to know that ive known the best hearts ever in 04s60,hcbowling,timmo,yihan all hu were so concerned and msged me online or smsed me tdy (special mention to cyan lee ming gui i love u!).thanks to Joshua Di and NS for calling!