i tink ive decided.im gona stay.for you, ying.
but its dam bloody stupid to get retained another year la shat.im dam depressed.i tink the most impt reason to stay in hc bsides ying is cos of my cls.my dear beloved class.but now i hv to retain.means i wun b w them anymore.no matter how much they deny (if they do),we are bound to drift apart and aiyah sad la.and all my frens whom i wld miss so much if i were to leave.i wonder if i stay we will still be close.sigh
tdy i started operation study everyday during the holidays.im dam hardworking.but tis is dam stupid cos if i study now its to prepare me for next yr As.catch up w my j1 work.wats the point of studying now if i retain?waste my hols.how cunning man the ppl high up in hc.i wanna play in the hols!and shld i change subject combi...
crappy day tdy cos i felt i wasted all my clsmates efforts and my efforts at the studying proposal tingy.and like so dilemmic.ying totally din help.:( tho she did make me happy.im always happy to c her:) sigh well i tink my day brightened up in the evening.jin yee suddenly appeard looking like she just slept a million years haha she just woke up from a nap in the sl actually.shes always sleeping.and eating.toked to her for a while den she went to find pang w me cos she wanted to see him(she tinks pang is cute.MAD!) then walked me all the way to serene centre and after dat i had to lend her some money cos she wanted to appease her tummy.shes so pig can.well toking to her made me better.and went to serene to meet my gay partner hongyao.haha same old dude and as usual,cracked me up.all the best for ur As bud.
sigh tmr im gona face the firing squad w/o support anymore cos i tin my cls duno and anyhow they have PW OP.
ALL THE BEST TO ALL WHO HAVE OP.