feeling alone now.not lost...just alone.no one to love and to love me back...i long to have someone to call or to call me at the middle of the nite at 3am and chat till morning...all the choices ive made.all the actions ive taken.led to tis...apparently ive made many mistakes...and i regret them all...i regret falling in love...and i regret breaking up...i regret all the things ive done...i actually regret being here in this world.im lame and stupid.im alone now in the middle of the nite.slp eludes me...stephanie sun's moving vocals and the haunting accampanying music only serves to break this heart of mine even further.how many hearts have i broken?and each time i realise...im only breaking my own heart further...
i hate ur blog.i hate u.
but i hate myself most...
15th's ur bday...yet i cnt even bear to wish u a happy bday...
one year ago i spent vday with u...my one and only ever valentine...
wat will it be this year?